. If there is one thing I've learned lately it's that we only recieve so many blessings, and once certain doors close they can never be opened again . I think I've been through all my blessings, and doors now, but I have one small wave left . After this small wave is over I plan to burn out, and fade like the flickering star in the sky I've become. It's been a fun trip guys, but the wind is calling down to me just like I heard before. Telling me the way will soon be gone. I'm praying these days the only way I have left isn't gone
. I'll always miss you guys, some of you are awesome friends . Being a VV fan was always a blast. For me I always loved his guitar tone. I still feel every ounce of emotion he put into his songs. Growing people thought they had my destiny pegged, and I spent my entire life living to prove others wrong. The common occurance in my life is that I have been escaping from something since I can remember, and every time I see the door to get out. It opens only to close righ before I can reach it. Then I'm trapped to a life I don't want to be in anymore. It's like being consumed in passion in a negative way because it's the only choice, and path I'm given. Imagine if every time you woke up all you saw was an endless cold winter night, and you never saw the sun. That what this life I've lead is like. The sun to me on is through another door. My point with all this is underneath is all I may still be living in a winters night. But I'm happy Vinnie gave me a chance to work with him. It still takes alot of weight off my heart. Noone else in that industry I was in would do that. Working for those people would have been like being on the dark side of the force. Getting that blessing gave me back my passion and I'm at a time in my life where not only do I pray my ass off every second I'm awake but I really have to rely on this talent at this point in my life to keep what is left, and the good things in my life together. If I gained one thing from that experience it was alot of inner strength I didn't have before.
If your out there Mr C. I'll always love you
. Your more blessed than I am cause you have someone who loves you, and someone who sticks by you no matter what. Your always in my prayers, and I always wish the best for you . I hope one day we see your smile again. I will always miss you . Same for you guys as well
. I always wish you all the best . See you around 
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